A direct love speech from Janina to our shared heart

 

- My Man, tell me today...

- That you love me anyway...

- Hands that me please...

- With you eating cheese...

- Do know about the show...

- Always you me tell:

"You're the best"

"Forget the rest" 

- Love being more than thy belle...

- Kiss me not only one time...

- Porto always being fine...

- Venturing inside our favourite comic book...

- Give me your lustful look...

- Randomly...

- Just you and me...

- Let's magic create...

- Never will we be together late...

- Press button play...

- Again you and me...

- Ocean's at bay...

- Remember From Hell's masterpiece? 

- Sandman saga being at ease? 

- Entering your soul's Portuguese...

- Body does say "please"...

- Tell me about the garden door...

- Mask not lost...

- Wanting you more...

- Heart ain't never at cost...

- Inside and outside our song...

- Love's our magical bomb...

- Today and today and today...

- You and me do not play...

- Loving you every single day...

- Do know that inside an interview...

- There's me and there's you...

- Love me do...

- Embrace me times 3...

- Feeling you...

- Within me...

- Out of the blue...

- World's free...

- Your name like ice into my heart...

- One more time must we start...

- Playing not some lousy part...

- There's my eyes...

- No hidden lies...

- Want you to me tell...

- Outside any hidden spell...

- That we together forever will walk...

- Painting the board...

- With white chalk...

- Holding thy sword...

- Face of mine...

- Thy treat being fine...

- Lips that towards thee move...

- Teeth that should...

- One time more inside...

- My mood...

- We're more than a quick ride...

- Thighs that do dance...

- Hips being more than romance...

- Loosing our page...

- We've Stonehenge's age..

- In thy hand the flower...

- By earliest day hour...

- Coffee that us awake...

- Breakfast near the lake...

- Us shiver and shake...

- Bread with jelly...

- Rub my belly...

- Forget I the sound...

- Marveling my eyes round and round...

- 3 times today...

- During night and during day...

- Inside the heart...

- Not playing some part...

- Fuel engine does start...

- And again my lips...

- Being thy sweets...

- Eternal love us keeps...

Intro

Woke up one day at Saint Petersburg in 21.12.21, thinking about my birth city that's Porto while I was preparing a sugarless tea only to myself inside a room.

 Clearly remember I walking in Nevsky Prospekt street while suddenly inside the tape that was in my walkman the song "Another Day" by This Mortal Coil started to play.

 In front of me was a beautiful blonde woman wearing a black dress, a white chemise and a black cape, bearing sharp teeth, lustful eyes and a beautiful smile, I couldn't understand why she was staring nervously and in a sensitive mood towards me. 

 Randomly the tape inside my walkman began to automatically move fast forward and the theme "Song To The Siren" was playing in it while Liz Fraser's voice was in my ears, just like in her early years when Cocteau Twins were a band of pretentious "snobs" reading poems and watching movies by French artist Jean Cocteau. 

 Lost Highway's last movie scene by David Lynch echoed inside my heart and soul while I went back in time to the first moment when I watched this movie in its premiere in the local theater of the city where I live in named Charlot, feeling myself in and out of my inner dreamy state, observing it while Patricia Arquette's Alice character was displaying a fabulous sex moment in the desert.

 This blonde woman told me that her name was Janina, that she had Romanian roots and that she could navigate from mind to mind, from one piece of memory to another and from heart to heart while her physical aspect couldn't be seen in a mirror. 

 Instantly she gave me her hand, told me that she loved me and we went to a cave near a magical cube in Porto when suddenly the song "Face To Face" by Siouxsie And The Banshees, blessed by the Ice Queen's voice started to play inside it in a continuous loop both to me and her.

 Felt us walking in clouds when her feet touched mine while we both embraced sun and moon, mimicking Batman and Catwoman's characters in Tim Burton's masterpiece movie Batman Returns. 

 Janina grabbed her Crowley's tarot cards deck designed by Frieda Harris and displayed all the cards in line while showing each one of them to me.

During our early morning hour's conversation, she reminded me of Aleister's suicide, his written love letter to her scarlet woman Leah Hirsig in Boca do Inferno at Lisbon while visiting there Fernando Pessoa and a song by Fields of The Nephilim reciting a poem by him to her.  

I remember that by the cave's floor were seven books, being the first one "The book of Disquiet" by Fernando Pessoa, the second one a book compiling all poems by Edgar Allan Poe, translated by Fernando Pessoa (while inside my heart Annabel Lee's words were pumping blood into my brain), the third book being "The Doors of Perception" by Aldous Huxley, the fourth book being "Notes From The Underground" by Dostoievsky, the fifth book being "A Season In Hell" by Rimbaud, the sixth book being "Listen, Little Man" by Wilhelm Reich and the seventh book being a huge one with graphic tales depicting beautiful women and showcasing Valentina's character by Italian artist Guido Crepax.

Clearly remember I also that during that night I mentioned to Janina that she would always be my Valentina deep inside our love's inner circle. 

 Instantly went I to the cave's kitchen for a minute while Janina was chanting some Maldoror's Chants by Lautreamont while depicting imagery of The Seven Circles of Hell by Dante Alighieri.

 While peeling a simple orange to me and to her with lots of sugar, visions of Count Cagliostro's narrated by Portuguese writer Camilo Castelo Branco depicting freemansory during Catherine,The Great reign at Saint Petersburg popped outside a dream into a simple blurry vision of reality to both of us. 

 Prepared a coffee for me and her in a single cup

without sugar and with a piece of chocolate and cherry near it for us to share, being the coffee black as coal and soft as the night as we both like it. 

 Grabbed a pen while staring at Janina several times and started writing to her lots of poems out of the blue about everything and nothing at all while mentioning what we both are to one another and what we both consume in arts.

 In the TV set inside the cave's bathroom the movie "Only Lovers Left Alive" by Jim Jarmusch was in display deep inside a continuous loop while we were bathing our bodies together.

 Janina suddenly told me that she felt herself like Lilith and that she also loved Eve, telling me that I possessed Adam's apple from the garden of delight while feeling myself as The Count Saint Germain,  mentioning to me that we both had in our possession The book of The Mad Arab, the 30 coins of Judas Iscariot and The Spear of Destiny. 

 We danced from room to room just like Mina Harker and Dracula's character inside Bram Stoker's movie adaptation by Francis Ford Coppola of the book written by him with the same name with a love that never dies, caring us not about imaginary tales of lore and I knew that I couldn't care less if she was going to bite me with her fangs or not while her clothes were constantly shapeshifting inside her body just like a sort of heart and soul metamorphosis. 

 Janina's walkman was playing Christian Death's song "this glass house" being it narrated by Rozz Williams and Gitane Demone, while we me and her were creating a handcrafted art cover for it inside a catastrophe ballet, she told me then that she felt the tape inside her walkman jumping outside.

 Inside our total recall there was the moment when inside our memories, there was the freezing tale of a Crow that flew from hell named Vincent, that helped me and her along a girl named Shelly and a boy named Eric to spread our eternal everlasting love. 

 Suddenly we both fell ourselves into our bed while the TV set was displaying "8 and an half" movie by Fellini.

 Continued I to mention to her randomly that I would love her to eternity while she was whispering me the exact same words while biting my neck. 

 Clearly knew that from that day till today we are both vampires that are eternally in love inside our own burning emotional flames.

 Below is an interview conducted by me to her with 12 questions about how she sees herself in arts and life as an artist while also being a simple female human being because we both love to share our love in all its various forms. 

Videos are here Katy, Alexandra, Janina and Katie

 

A direct love speech from Anna to our shared heart

 

- My Man, come into my way...

- Not only today...

- Want you to stay...

- Open me a book...

- But every single day...

- Pop our together look...

- Later we must cook...

- Stare into my eyes...

- Nurture I no lies...

- Ocean waves to us do sigh...

- Going out not today...

- Dare you to me say...

"Love you anyway' 

- Into the forest picking us fruit...

- Not inside some random loop...

- Again with me...

- Where there's we...

- Be my sweet...

- There's energy...

- Hold me deep...

- Caress me quick...

- Strangeness being not bizarre...

- No circle inside our love star...

- Mirror our smile in the river...

- Water makes me shiver...

- Clearly that I want you too...

- Hold my hands out of the blue...

- Wear I thy chemise...

- By the library learning Portuguese...

- Make me feel...

- Thy unique stamp seal...

- Inside our castle inside a hill...

- Being thy queen...

- Time to spin...

- Be my king...

- Let time to us sing...

- Walking in the bridge...

- Time to please...

- Watching the river again...

- You and me writing our shared name...

- Definitely being more than beauty galore...

- When we open our door...

- Laying we by the sofa...

- Knowing where we both are...

- Hair of mine...

- Caressing your body real fine...

- Do know that in order for us to...

- Play something new...

- Not some other day...

- Together we do say:

"Heart ain't a simple jolly say" 

- Leaves that from trees fall...

- Nature us call...

- Simply being we...

- Pure poetry...

- Simply love me...

- Not only inside lust...

- But because it's just...

- Going us back and forth inside world's history...

- There's our ship near the sea...

- Lower we never our voice...

- From head to toe...

- There's our choice...

- Loving you ain't a show...

- Pillows scattered by the floor...

- Be my tiger...

- Want you more...

- All thy fiber...

- Carpet's by the door...

- Inside our balcony...

- We not randomly...

- Dancing we...

- When you kiss me...

- Coffee makes me sleep...

- Don't forget...

- Together we're more than a simple love act... 

35th anniversary of Daria - our love story

 

A direct love speech from Irina to our shared heart

 

- My Man, love you more...

- Let's us count till 4...

- There's our land...

- Feelings without end...

- Picturing me and you...

- Something true...

- Blonde hair of mine...

- Hold me real fine...

- Move me deep...

- Caress me sweet...

- Do know and do venture...

- We're each another's cure...

- Tell me that you love me back...

- Loose me not inside a single track...

- Do know again...

- There's our shared name...

- Walking with you...

- Candy cotton makes me feel real new...

- Margo me tell...

- Within our heart...

- Not only being thy belle...

- Let's again start...

- Want to learn with you Portuguese...

- Feel our early morning breeze...

- Always by your side...

- Everlastingly lovely ride...

- With you at thy birth city...

- Call me sweetie...

- Not in some lunar spaceship...

- We're not a trip...

- Travelling we over Venus and Mars...

- Jupiter and Saturn stars...

- There's not only our ring...

- Moon and Mercury to us sing...

- Pluto and Sun us eternally bring...

- When you touch my eyes...

- Body does sighs...

- When you press my lips to yours...

- Don't care if we're on a train or inside some bus...

- It's how I always feel...

- Bridge not upon some hill...

- Near Douro's river...

- Body doesn't shiver...

- Staring at Ribeira's hotel...

- Forgetting about our morning bell...

- By the cube we a bit drink...

- Don't wanna think...

- There's paper marked with ink...

- Caring not about the last movie that we both saw...

- When we both arrive home...

- There's the bra...

- Clearly knowing who we're...

- Losing and venturing myself inside you...

- Always something true...

- Open my mouth...

- Lips go out...

- Merging into you...

- Do know about the dolls house...

- Where there's my loose blouse...

- Do know again...

- Wearing thy jeans...

- Never in vain...

- By all means...

- Want to feel myself spin...

- Absolutely no dream...

- There's our key...

- We're more than solar energy...

- Be forever with me...

- You must...

- Not only lust...

- With you by the boat...

- Forget I not our love's coat...

- Press play that song...

- Be my human bomb...

- Again let's dance...

- Inside our eternal romance...

Halloween with Tanya and Ksenia

 

A direct love speech from Janina to our shared heart

 

- My Man, do me tell..

- Not only thy rose...

- Being more than thy belle..

- Do I chose...

- Us being in everything..

- No need for a random spin...

- Kiss I thy hand...

- Body of yours does bend...

- Our marriage...

- Years within a package...

- Sometimes I do know...

- Feeling our together inner glow...

- To me you always say: 

"Be my blonde bombshell at bay"

- Walking with you near the beach...

- No need to preach...

- Inside my heart...

- Again we start...

- Crystal clear...

- Always you to me being dear...

- Not only art state...

- By your birth country street...

- Never late..

- Learning a new language..

- Feeling myself sweet...

- At ease...

- Love we make...

- Feel my heart and soul...

- Shivering and shake...

- Never feeling cold...

- Within our eyes...

- No lies...

- Paganism being our way...

- Love me every single day...

- Do know...

- Need also to prepare the show...

- Wherever you're, I always go...

- Forget I about any kind of art...

- Randomly again we start...

- Legs that not only dance...

- Us inside our romance...

- Light the candle...

- Feel me...

- Care handle...

- Scenting Porto's soft oxygen air...

- You and me everywhere...

- Forgetting files...

- Mirroring art tiles...

- Days to not forget...

- Am thy Catwoman...

- Be my Bat...

- Together we're more than human...

- By your side closing my eyes...

- Humming within sighs...

- Feel yourself...

- Be my other half...

- We're pages that do turn...

- No need to burn...

- Fulfill our energy...

- Love when I'm you and you're me...

- Do know again...

- No theater of pain...

- Learning Portuguese...

- Sharing with you cheese...

- Do know that there's our eternal life...

- Cake's slice...

- Love throwing our love's dice...

- Care not about cards empty...

- Ace of spades always lengthy...

- Our chapel's state..

- With you near the sand..

- Surely will I not be late...

- World that does stop...

- Never does end...

- Listening to rock...

- No pop...

- Wave of shock..

- Inside our ring...

- When Liz does sing...

- Candle always will be lit...

- Forever being we always fit..

- Call me more than thy sweet...

- Wanna feel you eternally deep...

A direct love speech from Alexandra to our shared heart

 

- My Man, not only your way...

- Loving you is tenderness...

- Every single day...

- My morning caress...

- Within neither dreams or reality...

- Comes our duality...

- Moving inside our dance...

- No spellbinding trance...

- Take me everywhere...

- Let's shake our atmosphere...

- Clearly we both know...

- There's no dreams or a show...

- Feelings inside you and me...

- Be my solar energy...

- Entering inside your flesh...

- Soul and heart without a dash...

- There's more than our kiss...

- Porto towards us bliss...

- Surely that you don't forget...

- Where there's my head...

- There's also your hat...

- Our sheets...

- Morning us keeps...

- By the bed...

- Drive me mad...

- Not only a Pessoa poem I do read...

- There's Rimbaud and Artaud in need...

- Poe and Lovecraft need to feed...

- Maiakovsky and Villon were greed...

- Clearly you and me upon...

- There's our love bomb...

- Make me feel...

- Lisbon also being our deal...

- Walking by your side...

- Hands that hold you...

- Feel a bit mute...

- Something new...

- Eating with you tropical fruit...

- Maybe it's your birth land...

- No everlasting end...

- Tell me one time more...

- Caress me by our door...

- Want to feel you not only during daylight...

- Love when you're more than a simple sight...

- Embrace me during day and night...

- Let me be your maiden...

- Be my knight...

- Like a Valkyrie...

- Being more than thy honey bee...

- Hold my face...

- Love race...

- Feel my inner pace...

- Definitely again being your heart...

- Garcia Lorca wrote something...

- Book that makes us spin...

- Just like Cortazar...

- Telling us who we both are...

- Again staring at a star...

- Walking Chiado again...

- Yours and my name...

- Never with you feel myself lame...

- Hours during our walk...

- No need to talk...

- Within your eyes...

- Vision never lies...

- Take me to Sintra again...

- Make me feel tame...

- Love me towards moon and back...

- We as a loose pack...

- Entering in and out...

- Sand is within a shout...

- Near the sea...

- Only you and me...

- Palace does stand...

- Being your Queen...

- No dream...

- Be my king...

- Make me spin...