Um momento introspectivo com a minha Bela

É um facto.

Tudo o que faço, fiz ou irei fazer com a ajuda dos melhores artistas internacionais que conheço, seja criar coleções de livros a nível mundial, festivais internacionais, exposições artísticas colectivas pelo mundo fora ou artigos /textos meus em vários idiomas ilustrados por alguns dos melhores artistas internacionais que conheço têm um denonimador comum que é a primeira mulher com quem casei chamada Anabela Martins Ferreira e o nosso amor incondicional durante todos os minutos que estivemos juntos.

Simplesmente sei que o acto de amar num relato autobiográfico é diferente do acto de desejo a nível de vivência sexual ou até emocional.

Sempre algo perdido/encontrado nas minhas memórias com a minha Bela de sempre, pois sei que sem a força que ela sempre me deu e eu a ela ambos estariamos mortos.

M.

11 de Março de 1995 com a minha Bela

Um discurso narrativo da actriz Alemã Nastassja Kinski escrito pelo escritor norte-americano Sam Shepard para a obra prima cinematográfica "Paris, Texas" de 1984 realizada por Wim Wenders entre posters e um pacote de açucar com fotografias dos realizadores norte-americanos Irmãos Quay assim como fotos minhas com a artista Russa Nadya

Com a actriz norte-americana Dame Darcy em 2010 numa tour europeia

Um postal manuscrito, fotografias da artista Russa Nadya comigo, um poster promocional da Mascara com a sua irmã Ellisesky assim como um trabalho artístico baseado no personagem John Constantine pelo artista Britânico Simon Bisley

Em 11 de Março de 1995 

Com os realizadores Portugueses Abi Feijó e Regina Pessoa, a Belga Dominique Goblet, o Francês Olivier Deprez, os Alemães Kai Pfeiffer e Lars Henkel e a artista norte-americana Melinda Gebbie numa das suas extensões na região do Douro num festival de artes e multimédia organizado por mim em 2012 na cidade do Porto chamado Mab 

A melhor loja do mundo

A short direct speech from Mascara to me

 

- Don't be like that...

- Toying with my hat...

- There's the brat cat...

- Our love is a sacred sanctuary...

- Don't ask me about the wine...

- Just you and me...

- We're always fine...

- My sis loves you too...

- You're her brother in law...

- Estafeta's pops out of the blue...

- There's the snow...

- We're there...

- Four in a row...

- Our atmosphere...

- No show...

- The biosphere...

- Wherever we want to go...

- There's the leech...

- With you I do preach...

- Nurturing oxygen's reach...

- I never know...

- Big Bang...

- Yellow does glow...

- No slang...

- There's our melody...

- Sharing cosmos dust inside our verse...

- You and us...

- Being three...

- No fuss by the bus...

- My sis sometimes feels...

- Not knowing where we're...

- Mountain hills...

- Both we do share a star...

- Antilles...

- Never far...

- Atomic blonde always am...

- Like Brigitte Bardot...

- You've Gainsbourg's glam...

- We're Columbine and Pierrot...

- Striking fast...

- Our bodies together...

- Forever will last...

- There's that movie...

- Sis says that our love story is...

- Us groovy...

- A nurtured kiss...

- Floody tide...

- Being your miss...

- Inside a ride...

- A snake's hiss...

- Brittle brattle...

- Cheese Swiss...

- Never settle...

- Russian dance...

- Strip poker ace...

- Our beat seance...

- Inside an human embrace...

Autobiography & memories - international artists - Part one

 Writing an autobiography is hard because it deals with something that should be simple named life be it on a personal or professional way.

Below in between captions there're fragments of it with some memories and my works in between art projects.

A simple conversation that I had in 2004 with British writer Neil Gaiman that's the creator of The Sandman saga

One of the more than 150 tributes by international artists to Valentina by Italian maestro Guido Crepax by British artist David Lloyd that helped me to achieve from 2016 to 2018 to curate several worldwide exhibitions with this character along a book collection dedicated to Crepax that started on mind on 2015 and that's being worldwide distributed by an American book publisher

A birthday cake based on a Sandman page written by Neil Gaiman and with artworks by American artists Jill Thompson and Vince Locke (with whom I've worked with on the before mentioned worldwide exhibitions curated by me)

A comic strip page for a book written by me along a pic of Russian artist Nadya 

Holding one of the more than 150 tributes to Valentina by Italian maestro Guido Crepax by British artist David Lloyd that helped me to achieve from 2016 to 2018 to curate several worldwide exhibitions with this character along a book collection dedicated to Crepax that started on mind on 2015 and that's being worldwide distributed by an American book publisher

With David Lloyd along an artwork by Swedish artist Max Andersson

With British artist David Lloyd on an exhibition dedicated to Italian maestro Guido Crepax curated by me in 2014

A simple conversation that I had in 2004 with German artist Anke Feuchtenberger 

Pic of me and American artist Dame Darcy in an European tour that I've made with her in 2010

A simple conversation that I've had with British artist Dave McKean in 1996 along a pic of my nephews

Memories of me and American artist Dame Darcy in an European tour that I've made with her in 2010

A personalized t-shirt made by me with a carboy character by Swedish artist Max Andersson that was based on me

Pic of my first marriage in 11th March 1995

A first print book of "The Excavation" in French by Swedish artist Max Andersson, an artwork by French artist Walter Minus and a simple conversation that I had with American animation directors Quay Bros

A simple conversation that I had in 2016 with Swedish artist Max Andersson who I've helped pitching his short stories to a book worldwide distributed, an exhibition curated by me with his artworks in Beja

An artwork by Swedish artist Max Andersson in a personalized t-shirt by me

An artwork by Swedish artist Max Andersson in a personalized t-shirt by me - 02

An original "Johnny Gun" page by
Swedish artist Max Andersson

 A speech by American writer Sam Shepard spoken by German actress Natassya Kinski in masterpiece movie "Paris,Texas" directed by German movie director Wim Wenders from 1984

Memories of an exhibition from 2005 that I wanted to visit with some of the best international artists that I know and that are my friends such as Swedish artist Lars Erik Sjunnesson, Finnish artist Terhi Ekebom and Swedish artist Max Andersson 

An artwork by Mexican artist Tony Sandoval based on Valentina by Crepax and another one by Serbian artist Milivoj Vukojević based on myself and Portuguese writer Fernando Pessoa

M.

Um discurso expansivo da minha alma gémea Hélia para mim

 

- Sabes que sim...

- Eu e tú...

- Num mundo sem fim...

- Nada crú...

- Passado assim...

- Não assado com triste fado...

- O nosso tempo numa casca de noz.

- A viva voz...

- Sem pleonasmo...

- A pensar num belo castelo sem dragão...

- Nada de barulho de Erasmo...

- Tudo no nosso coração...

- Papel impresso em fios de ouro...

- Nada se compara...

- Quando observamos juntos um belo besouro...

- Tudo nos ampara...

- É a nossa estirpe variante...

- Num mundo rústico ser multipicidade...

- África do Sul distante...

- 1993...

- Constante...

- Noventa e 5...

- Ano crescente...

- A tua beleza num brinco...

- Lanço um murmúrio à nascente...

- Com afinco...

- 11 de Março...

- Sempre a amar...

- Num beijo com uma variação maior que um laço...

- Para nada interessa o período da ovulação...

- A união de um ser masculino com um feminino...

- Numa cidade...

- Mundo esguio e nada pequenino...

- É a mentira da verdade num espelho/reflexo...

- Saber estar...

- No nosso mundo anexo...

- Sentir sem sonhar...

- 2020 morreu...

- Estando ambos nos braços de Morfeu...

- 2021 nos despertou...

- A maçã...

- Num crescente voo do que eu sou...

- No sofá...

- Talvez a palavra seja um facto...

- A imagem...

- Sem uma peça de teatro...

- Uma paragem...

- Sem dizer "não"...

- O nosso "sim"...

- Na pedra idade...

- Sem flores de jasmim...

- Na mais bela cidade...

- O nosso sorriso união...

- Com identidade...

- Sem ilusão...

- E o tempo nos traz...

- No nosso coração...

- Eram orquídeas num modo sagaz...

- O meu vestido castanho...

- És o meu rapaz...

- Sem sabor a estanho...

- Audaz...

- O teu fato de bombazine...

- A nossa opinião...

- Como desfolhavamos uma mera magazine...

- O teu coração na minha mão...

- Vegetariana fiquei...

- Ponto união...

- Sempre te amei...

- Entrar na tua mente...

- Cores num verso...

- Na nossa alma presente...

- Pelo Universo...

- Sempre sendo quem somos...

- Efervescente...

- Somos o que fomos...

A simple caress from Natalya Pashkovskaya to my left ear

- My Man, where's our dictionary?

- There's the beach...

- Let's not play pictionary...

- A single breach...

- When we love make it's extraordinary...

- My native tongue...

- Learning you're...

- Having us both fun...

- Orgasm never far...

- Let's turn the page...

- No stain to blame...

- There's the Stone Age...

- Love you in Ukraine...

- In your bday being your atmosphere...

- We're always one...

- Running out of oxygen air...

- Never "once upon"...

- I want to travel again into your heart...

- There's that song...

-  Let's again start...

- Where we both suddenly are at Hong Kong...

- Stripping your jeans...

- Entering in your mind...

- By all means...

- Always to you being kind..

- Minutes ago, my tongue did overflow..

- I was learning Portuguese...

- Time didn't come or go...

- Holding our hands together doing whatever we please...

- 20...

- Nothing is empty...

- 36...

- I want to be your Miss...

- Volcano archangel go...

- There's your fingers on my mouth...

- No show...

- I was humming a little shout...

- Then it did came...

- Vessel body energy...

- Echoing in you...

- Being me...

- All sweaty we were...

- Picked up your t-shirt...

- Always enduring our cure...

- We were more than myrth...

- Russian gal...

- Ukrainian empty wall...

- Being inside our inner nature's call...

- Gentleman you always are...

- Cooked us food...

- Never far...

- We were again in the mood...

- My lungs were to you whispering Eros, not Psyche...

- It's perfect, not simply good...

- Position bike...

- There's our smiley house...

- Not hike...

- Your DNA on my green dress...

- What can we do?

- Controlled mess...

- Love you...

- Not playing chess...

- Staring at you as my Sun...

- Humming again...

- Orgasm more than one...

Upcoming art project 2021 - inteenational artists

Narrative inside captions

Russian artist Mascara, Still artworks by Quay Bros, Hugo Pratt with Corto Maltese and an artwork by Bolivian artist Ale Abrego Aguilera

Hugo Pratt with Corto Maltese,Poster of masterpiece movie Pi by American director Darren Aronofsky, myself, an artwork based on Tom Waits by Brazilian artist Éder and me and my soulmate Hélia

Still artworks by Quay Bros, Hugo Pratt with Corto Maltese and myself and an artwork based on Tom Waits by Brazilian artist Éder

Poster of masterpiece movie Pi by American director Darren Aronofsky, Still artworks by Quay Bros and a tribute artwork to Corto Maltese by Italian artist Salvatore Galati

An Hellblazer page, me and Mascara being Bela

Me and Mascara being Bela, Hugo Pratt with Corto Maltese and Rasputine, Still artworks by Quay Bros and an artwork by Bolivian artist Ale Abrego Aguilera

Hugo Pratt with Corto Maltese and Rasputine, still artworks by Quay Bros and an original artwork based on masterpiece GN "V for Vendetta" dedicated to me by British artist David Lloyd

Still artworks by Quay Bros, Mascara with me and her sister El Listesky, still by La Fura Dels Baus theater play "obs",

Pics of my youngest niece along others with me and an Hellblazer original page

Still artworks by Quay Bros with me and my Bela

Hellblazer original page, Me and Mascara being Bela, artwork by Italian artist Bernardino Costantino along another one by American Artist Linda Baker-Cimini, Me and Mascara being Bela

A short narrative to little Camila that's a strong Ukrainian child

 

- There was a time when Mr Rainbow married with Lady Sunshine...

- There was a sparkle in the weather then...

- There was all the universe clock time...

- Everything was at hand...

- Mister Rainbow told Miss Sunshine about the stars...

- Miss Sunshine delighted was...

- Streets without driving cars...

- An empty bus...

- Little Camila asked her mom who was a simple man...

- Her mom told her about the story of Mr Rainbow...

- The little child was smiling observing not guns but a simple writing pen...

- Man was Atlantis born...

- Her mother was Europe's barn...

- That day was no storm...

- Food and shelter was fun...

- Little Camila wanted her hair...

- Her mother was part of a country flag...

- This was not a little child fighting a bear...

- Mother Green was not being a rag...

- Gave little Camila a dream...

- Spoiled she wasn't, neither bad...

- Knowing that hope wasn't a joke...

- She asked her mom to poke...

- At the time the world was mad...

- She asked once again to her mom about a tall skinny guy...

- She was happy, not sad...

- No lie...

- The tale of Mr Rainbow and Miss Sunshine was prime...

- The world through her child's eyes wasn't bad...

- Little Camila never asked for a dime...

- The ocean tides were colliding into rocks...

- Her Mother was the best...

- No eletroshocks...

- At the time when Miss Sunshine told Mr Rainbow for a simple rhyme...

- Little Camila was joyful with hope...

- Being an Atlantis Man stared at little Camila not thinking at all...

- She's a small child...

- Her mom being her prettiest queen gave me a call...

- Knowing that little Camila was at Ukraine...

- I wasn't staring at a wall...

- Neither playing a game...

- Mr Rainbow was telling little Camila that she was the future of human beings...

- Miss Sunshine was telling her to inside a box put all her dreams...

- And without me knowing nothing at all...

- I was part of little Camila and her mom Al'yana's life...

- No blue...

- Little Camila is me and you...

- No dice...