A love speech from my wife Anabela Martins Ferreira to my heart

- It was always like you at our teenage years said:

"We're two being one" 

"Our stylish charm" 

"Never bad" 

- This is your Bela speaking...

- Humbly meeting...

- You know my love eternal classic...

- Our emotions magic...

- Enter the cinema...

- Listening to a thema...

- Karmacoma...

- Not trauma...

- My black hair in you...

- Truth...

- Not chubby we're...

- Inside us a galaxy star...

- After it...

- We're both sweet...

- All the written letters from you to me...

- Or from me to thee...

- Decades being new...

- Tv series Ally Mcbeal...

- How we all the time danced...

- Utmost feel...

- Our perfect love romance...

- Of course that I know...

- World's not our show...

- I'm thy Bela with an arrow and bow...

- Not Champagne...

- Cupid's to blame...

- Le Bateau exploded those hours...

- Not sours...

- You and me...

- Until time became free...

- My treasure...

- Deep pleasure...

- Sincerest leisure...

- Always told you this inside our kiss:

"The world with you is never blue"

"Forever am thy miss..." 

- Your heart...

- Pure poetry's art...

- It's how it beats for me...

- Mine beating for thee...

- All people that you always wanted to meet will admire you...

- Doesn't matter the country...

- This is true...

- Or their county...

- It's the alphabet...

- Our first kitty cat...

- Jacky is white as snow...

- Purest than the verb "to go"...

My beautiful friend Terhi Ekebom

- Both we move...

- Into our groove...

- Lillies do remain...

- No Orchid's pain...

- Our Bonsai...

- Forever lie...

- Budhism's sigh...

- Eternal love ain't passion...

- Not even formal fashion...

- What we always wanted to be...

- Immortality...

- Kundera, Milan, remember?

- Garcia Marquez reading in December...

- Boris Vian was our Saturday's night fever...

- Wings of desire...

- Our together fire...

- 2046...

- Our eternal love kiss...

Zhang Zyi at 2046 

- I know that you're always my Man...

- Driving eternally your pen...

- It's how we always together are...

- Driving our blue car...

- How we both into one another merge till world's end...

- Near Stonehenge...

- Our life...

- Not a pineapple simple slice...

- Picking chopsticks our rice...

- Real nice...

- My place by your side never replaced...

- Daria as my inner embrace...

- Years will you be with her...

- Thinking on me...

- Lurking's towards a simple sphere...

- Near the sea...

Daria Kovaleva as Bela

- At TV you remember where I was born...

- Just like you inside a storm...

- Along the newborn...

- Where stars are formed...

- My love, it's our galaxy...

- No fears or tears...

- With me...

- It's fun...

- Home...

- Our kitties that destroy everything...

- While we listen to the pumpkin king...

- Not inside a dream...

- Jack's his name...

- Never lame...

Me and my Bela

- Then you'll go...

- Where the wild roses grow...

- Just because I know thee...

- Your energy...

- Brave empathy...

- Russian women are...

- To you not that far...

- A blonde shazam...

- Thy soul's glam...

- With or without me...

- Reality for you ain't fantasy...

- How many women always admired you?

- Grab yourself to what's new...

- You'll give them dreams...

- Spleens...

- Just like Baudelaire...

- Spinning into thin air...

Me and my blonde bombshell Mascara

- Then our memories will pop in your mind...

- Always will you be kind...

- Your love for our kitties was always blind...

- How they always ran to you...

- Every single day...

- True...

- Cuddling them with our voice say...

- My love, for them you'll fight...

- With all your might...

- Thy princesses...

- No game chess...

- Buying for them food...

- Even alone and not in a good mood...

- Always they slept with you...

- Truth...

- Gave you joy and full powerful energy...

- Being more than your identity...

With my kitties Jacky, Nuala and Maya

- Of course that with all your skilled art...

- You're going to be another woman's part...

- I know that I'll always be inside your heart...

- She'll love talk...

- During day and night walks...

- Pretty she'll be...

- Just like me...

- Eve's on a tree...

- Lilith's fee...

- Your Adam's apple will break...

- Without ache...

- Again black hair enter...

- Thy core center...

Me and Marlene 

- Thy password will be the same...

- I know that you hate any kind of human game...

- Simultaneous in your arms...

- You'll sense all my charms...

- My island inside 

your island...

- Just like all time...

- Never lost inside a rhyme...

- It's one of our favorite movies together...

- Forever and ever...

- Our youngest kitty...

- Will be real strong and pretty...

- You'll cry without all of them for sure...

- The entire world will collapse without any cure...

- I'll think on thee...

- Elsa will see you near the sea...

- She knows me...

- Your Ana's sea...

With my kitty Pimpolha 

- In our twilight garden you'll be...

- Entering Natasha's mind and heart for free...

- Know you quite well...

- Casted you a spell...

- Always thy belle...

- She'll dance with thee...

- Fruitfully...

- She'll not understand...

- When you give her an helping hand...

- Entering her soul and mind...

- Blistering kind...

- Golden hair...

- She'll be more than your Teddy Bear...

- Elsewhere...

- She'll admire your words as arts mime...

- No lime...

- You'll love her paintings and dolls...

- In both your walls...

- You'll both love each other...

- Moving even more further...

With Natasha Von Braun 

- Ilvie will forever be by your side...

- She has in you pride...

- You gave her a name...

- Not a diabolic game...

- Your infancy...

- Little Wickie is at the sea...

- You'll fight for what's right...

- My love, I remember our years...

- No fears...

- My birthday always in your heart...

- Never playing a part...

- Yours inside me forever...

- Like pure ether...

- More than desert sand...

- While we both listen to a band...

- It's your love for cats...

- Our pets...

- I know, my king...

- Being thy queen isn't a dream...

- Also know that people love to see you bad inside a scream...

My kitty Ilvie 

- Know that you'll use the power of our love...

- In the wings of a simple dove...

- Thy brain should have no pain...

- You're the most sensitive and inteligent person that I'll ever met in life...

- Not a simple cake's slice...

- When you were young...

- Almost died...

- During a song...

- Epilepsy tried...

- You don't know how to an image illustrate...

- But with your words never are you late...

- Saved my life several times...

- Outside rhymes...

- Love, I'm a bit older...

- Just like you...

- Also bolder...

- True...

- Three months separate our birthday...

- You know our say...

A simple saying 

- Sweet genius of mine...

- In your prime...

- Tell our story to the world...

- Create a draft...

- With craft...

- It's worth more than gold...

- Thy Bela always am...

- Just quickly remember "me Jane, you Tarzan"...

A real love story with my only Bela

 

Me and my Bela - part 01

- 58...

- 40...

- Days being hero...

- No zero...

- 4...

- 7...

- Our heart and soul's always in heaven...

- 91...

- 19...

- Not a dream...

- March...

- Eleven...

- We're again in heaven...

- Hell's freezing cold...

- Always a tiger being bold...

You told me this:

- You're always real strong...

- Always remember when we were born...

- We weren't kids...

- We have our mutual needs...

- I wanted to be a mother...

- You were going to be an awesome father...

- Always I do fight by your side...

- Your shieldmaiden with pride...

- Arrows, bows and stones...

- Deep into our together heart...

- Filling our bones...

- Our start...

- Our part...

- We both carry each other together forever...

- Never in the land of never...

Me and my Bela - part 02

- What do people know?

- They even don't know when Covid trumpets do blow...

- In the flat field, both of us being there...

- You talked with a shadow bear...

- Nothing to spare...

- Your father always was vile...

- My father always put me in his own life's trial...

- You know that we're meant to be together forever...

- Ever...

- Ever... 

- Ever...

- Truth be told...

- We'll never go old...

- Your words are and always were feelings...

- No hidden meanings...

- No matter what...

- We're happy with what we've got...

Daria Kovaleva

- A lifetime...

- You know...

- No rhyme...

- Wherever the wind blows...

- I knew that you were special when I met you...

- Always being something new...

- You told me that I would always be your queen...

- It wasn't a dream...

- Our kingdom's the sea...

- You and me...

- So many people telling us what to do...

- We always cut a pie slice...

- This is also true...

- Never ice...

- I know that we're what we are...

- More than a star...

- We never did shout...

- We're always out...

- I know that together we can conquer the world...

- Out of the box...

- It's so small...

- No smallpox...

- You always had that song on your tape...

- Heroes for shape...

- Never fond of grape...

- Vegan I stood...

- And even then, I made you food...

Me and my Bela - part 03

- 40...

- 15...

- Not a dream...

- In between days...

- Without prays...

- London called us...

- We were there inside a bus...

- There was the plane...

- You couldn't hear anything...

- On my lap you were all the time...

- We're each other's goldmine...

- Never did I broke your heart...

- You were/are stronger than a star by far...

- Your undead Bela...

- You called me...

- Your Cinderella...

- Me being thee...

- We're always joy and pleasure...

- My gift to you is our own leisure...

- Nobody care about us either in our beginning or our end...

- You know that life's like this...

- We always have our special kiss...

- The Thin White Duke always was in your mind being kind...

- I read all your letters...

- No peacock's feathers...

- This is your Bela talking to you...

- This is true...

- Ana's and always be my name...

- Nothing to blame...

- No shame...

- We always dance while listening to the sea...

- All the world's suddenly "We"...

- Our own harmony...

Daria Kovaleva

You told me this...

- I didn't knew what to do...

- Weak and powerless over you...

- Your body was fleeting...

- Your spirit was a shade in my mind...

- It wasn't at all kind...

- How I cried that day...

- Smoking cigarette upon cigarette...

- Later asked you for a paper...

- No internet...

- I was in circles being blind as a bat...

- My heart was pumping hard...

- Said to people "never"...

- Knowing that you would be with me forever...

- We know all...

- Nobody dares to tells to stare at a wall...

- Viking pagan I always was...

-  You always told me this:

"I know, it's in us"

- Lost our kitties love...

- Don't know what passed...

- But they will always be on our hearts as facts...

- Yeah...

- You're my Bela...

- My wonderwall...

- Never undead...

- In our hearts we still see our skin shed...

- Our future was Germany...

- When you were there...

- You were also me...

- That castle you show me...

- Was our own meant to be...

- I never despair...

- I know that I love your hair...

- You love my atmosphere...

- Nothing will be gone...

- You know that we'll always be more than a storm also being newborn...

To my Bela with love.

M.

Algo escrito para a minha Bela de sempre

Era aquele tempo...

A nossa inteligência no momento...

A tua beleza sem contratempo...

Uma memória maior que a vida...

Escutava uma música nada perdida...

Olhava para fotografias...

Puras melodias...

As nossas juntas energias...

Tu dizes-me sempre isto:

- Tu és especial...

- Nada casual...

- Sem ti...

- O mundo esqueci...

- É o fascínio da bela rua de Santa Catarina...

- Eu nas tuas cavalitas nada pequenina...

- Porque é que por vezes estás na minha mente?

- E noutras estás ausente?

- O teu espírito...

- O nosso grito...

- A nossa alegria...

- Contagiosa energia...

- Quando precisei de ti...

- Sempre estavas lá...

- A vida nos sorri...

- Num amor...

- Sempre cheio de cor...

- Tu sempre confundido...

- Muitas vezes ferido...

- O nosso filho perdido...

- As nossas gatas...

- Sem serem actas...

- Lembro-me de como caminhavas...

- Como se estivesses num conto de fadas...

- O nosso sonho...

- Nada tinha de medonho...

- Eram as nossas casas...

- Eram as nossas asas...

 Eu observava meticulosamente algumas nossas fotografias...

Pensava em magia todos os dias...

Dizia-te isto:

- És para todo o sempre a minha Bela...

- A minha gazela...

- Contigo tudo aprendi...

- Mesmo quando a vida não nos sorri...

- A forma como te movimentavas...

- Classe pura...

- Doces fabúlas...

- Sempre alegre e dura...

- Assinar um papel...

- A nossa lua de mel...

- Poucos interessavam...

- Ninguém entendia...

- Era a nossa magia...

- Todo o dia...

- Força vigorosa...

- Sempre formosa...

- Ambos perdemos o nosso mundo...

- Era algo profundo...

- Amar-te-ei para sempre...

- No presente...

- Ermesinde...

- Campo dos Sonhos...

- Berlinde...

- Nada medonhos...

- Francelos...

- Comboio e estação...

- Nós sempre juntos e belos...

- O meu coração sempre na tua mão...

- Mais que paixão...

- Todas as cartas que te escrevo...

- Não chegam para descrever o nosso relevo...

- A internet é coloquial...

- Demasiado formal...

- Algo sobrenatural...

- O nosso coração sempre se assemelhou a um relógio suiço...

- Sempre preciso...

- Éramos o que fomos...

- Fomos o que somos...

- O carro azul emanava a nossa magia...

- Constante alegria...

- Diziam que na droga andavas...

- Quando nem sequer fumavas...

- O nosso lar...

- Era a entrada de muita gente que não sabia sequer remar (quanto mais abraçar)...

- A idade não perdoa...

- A memória não magoa...

- Nunca fizemos nada á toa...

- Justos e directos...

- Sempre correctos...

- O teu cabelo sempre foi genial...

- Com um sorriso descomunal...

- Tudo o que passamos...

- Toda a gente que amamos...

- Sempre a dar...

- Sem nada pedir...

- Sempre a sonhar...

- No nosso devir...

- Um dia disseste-me isto:

"És demasiado inteligente, se o mundo te conhecer serás sempre presente"

"És o melhor, sabes tudo de cor".

"Forte e vigoroso"

"Serás sempre charmoso"

"Desconfia sempre de toda a gente que te quer ver nervoso".

- Eu sou a tua Bela...

- Forte...

- Nunca casta donzela...

- O teu norte...

- A tua poesia...

- A forma como declamas...

- O nosso dia...

- Como me amas...

- Por vezes sinto-te no meu peito...

- Sempre com o nosso jeito...

- Desço as escadas...

- Abro a correio caixa...

- Vejo-nos na baixa...

- De mãos dadas...

- Sem contos de fadas...

- Lágrimas caem do meu rosto...

- Como um posto...

- Nascida em Oliveira do Hospital...

- 11 de Março...

- Tudo normal...

- O nosso eterno abraço...

- 19...

- 75...

- Ainda me lembro do meu primeiro brinco...

- Ninguém nos compreendia...

- Eu e tu sempre fomos magia...

- A nossa vida...

- Autobiográfica...

- Nada perdida...

- Nada trágica...

- Sei que por ti ninguém nada irá fazer...

- Sempre foi assim...

- O seu prazer...

- Mesmo quando estavamos no nosso mundo sem fim....

- Sabes que por ti sempre fui louca...

- Mouca...

- Tantas vezes fiquei contigo rouca...

- A tua avó era quase a minha mãe também...

- Conheciamo-nos como ninguém...

- Sim...

- Sempre te amei...

- Sem fim...

- Nunca te sonhei...

Eu ficava a pensar nas palavras que me dizias...

Nos anos que passavam...

Todos os dias...

Nos momentos que nos roubavam...

Energias...

Sabia que eras a Ana...

Eterna...

Sagrada...

Profana...

Perguntei-me a mim mesmo numa pergunta retórica enquanto olhava na tua direção:

- Alguém fez algo para nos mantermos unidos pelo bem do nosso uno coração?

Respondeste-me:

- Claro que não...

- Tu sabes bem...

- Vivem no mundo da ilusão...

- Do desdém...

- Sei que tudo o que escreves é para mim...

- Sempre o soube...

- No nosso jardim...

- Onde o simples pão que comíamos não tinha fim...

- És as linhas das minhas mãos...

- Com palavras sempre construiste sentimentos belos e artesãos...

- Sem medo de ninguém...

- Eu e tu sempre fomos alguém...